The status of April in 2009

I am going to take the Air bus again. It's the 4th time start from the begining of year. The firts trip is an obligation. The second trip is for friendship. The third trip is to keep words. The fourth trip is for myself.

This time is more meaningful and more important trip than any. But it also come with the feeling that take myself apart in both rational or emotional feel. Hard to say what is going on exactly?!I trust in you that the burning desire direct me on the right track and right thing.

I am grateful for this chance to make me become stronger and better.

My December - Linking Park

this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear

this is my december
this is my snow covered home
this is my december
this is me alone

and i
just wish that i didn't feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didn't feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
these are my snow covered dreams
this is me pretending
this is all i need

and i
just wish that i didn't feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didn't feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to
and i give it all away
just ho have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
this is my time o the year
this is my december
this is all so clear