Saturday, April 4, 2009

The status of April in 2009

I am going to take the Air bus again. It's the 4th time start from the begining of year. The firts trip is an obligation. The second trip is for friendship. The third trip is to keep words. The fourth trip is for myself.

This time is more meaningful and more important trip than any. But it also come with the feeling that take myself apart in both rational or emotional feel. Hard to say what is going on exactly?!I trust in you that the burning desire direct me on the right track and right thing.

I am grateful for this chance to make me become stronger and better.

Friday, April 3, 2009

My December - Linking Park

this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear

this is my december
this is my snow covered home
this is my december
this is me alone

and i
just wish that i didn't feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didn't feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
these are my snow covered dreams
this is me pretending
this is all i need

and i
just wish that i didn't feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didn't feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to
and i give it all away
just ho have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
this is my time o the year
this is my december
this is all so clear

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Why is it that we think we know more than the one who can see everything?

Why is it that we think we know more than the one who can see everything?

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Movie - Seven Pounds

Seven Pounds
Why he seems sadly even though he is doing the right thing. It’s a kind of sadness from deep of his heart. He is helping people but, somehow, I am thinking that he is trying to help himself or set himself free through helping other people. He is focus on everyone he met, try to listening, try to understanding, and help the people from his heart. And he wants to end his life every minute and second. He gave himself as gifts to 7 persons who he thinks they deserved. It’s cool that using the Jellyfish to end.

There is another movie scene of The Hours came to my head while I was watching Seven Pounds. A woman lay on a bed in the middle of the water. It feels like that woman is almost swallowing by the flood. That scene was her imagination. I felt that sadness of the Seven Pounds drowned my sorrows.